(a stream of consciousness  borderline poem unrevised) 

Whilst fleeing from the echoes of ‘you were in the wrong’. The Screws twist torture upon entering her 4th chamber.

Inside her bloody mind. Dried & pressed between her breasts

Leaves, stained by painting the roses red.

Long live to leave the Queen of Hearts

Lovers lost: Lovers found -past & tense -future is uncertainty abound.

Forever locked in a  gaze with the  omniscient eyes of Janus

Uncalculated, her actions motivated by too much heart. Unruly emotions betrayed her by treason. Penelope, she is not for a reason.

Lost to thoughts in solitude until reunited with like-minded misfits caught up in the cycles we call seasons.

* Inspiration for Acrostic poetry word ‘willful’ came from how some people describe me & I wrote this cos the one person I thought would “get” how complicated relationships are (didn’t). #write to recover and keep me sane.

willful

adjective

will·​ful | \ ˈwil-fəl \

variants: or wilful

Definition of willful

1: obstinately and often perversely self-willed a stubborn and willful child

2: done deliberately : INTENTIONALwillful disobedience 

Synonyms & Antonyms for willful

Synonyms

balky, contrary, contumacious, defiant, disobedient, froward,incompliant, insubordinate, intractable, obstreperous, rebel,rebellious, recalcitrant, recusant, refractory, restive,ungovernable, unruly, untoward, wayward

Antonyms

amenable, biddable, compliant, conformable, docile,obedient, ruly, submissive, tractable