Demise.
A state I claim as my own.
A walking catastrophe.
There
I saunter
Meander
in the state of atrophy.
Cackles full of apathy
No more I write for pleasure
I write more for no pleasure.
Wasted to academic response.
The demise of a broguer weary wasting away on the scribe’s chopping board
The life in an annus miribilis mocking bird world.
Woken by the tweet ( hashtag) Motivation Monday.
Today’s news
The latest politician to fall into a blunder.
Cordoned off by the first sizzle of thunder.
Dissociate from a time they could
Muster
Guster
Cluster
words connecting heart and mind
Until
over spillage
Foam froth
Displayed shapely snowflakes
A Costa ‘s coffee hallmark.
Glug down for the dawn of the festival of the dead
Mourning
in a town close to the Pennines-
Lost to me is this place meant
To prove to be a better person,
My woe.
Ungirthed
A spit fire roasting.
A moaning myrtle.
Toilets
vacant
Blocked up with yesterdays cum
By Yadda Yoda .
Glee geeked a fatal flaw.
A whore — seeking out the currency of words.
Could screaming out his name strengthen muscles of an inner core?
Bathe in white milk entice to indulge in a favorite parlor game?
This back drop.
A mood scape.
Blinded archetype to fate.
If this story could end..
Two acts saved by marty’s who implore
Destined by a saviour
Garnished blistered scabbed covered Hope fulled folklore
May clarity denounce
infinite notion of worthlessness
Disparaged hypo-manic thought hindsight
Goaded in to a contemplative state
sat on the floor
Coloring in books
Mind
Fully Clothed.
hidden from a distance
Write to recover or die trying to be
A better self
at peace away from this tumultuous existence
These are my words.
atrophy
nounat·ro·phy | \ˈa-trə-fē \plural atrophies
Definition of atrophy
1: decrease in size or wasting away of a body part or tissue atrophy of musclesalso : arrested development or loss of a part or organ incidental to the normal development or life of an animal or plant
2: a wasting away or progressive decline It was not a solitude of atrophy, of negation, but of perpetual flowering.— Willa Catheran atrophy of imagination.
nounat·ro·phy | \ˈa-trə-fē \plural atrophies
Definition of atrophy
1: decrease in size or wasting away of a body part or tissue atrophy of musclesalso : arrested development or loss of a part or organ incidental to the normal development or life of an animal or plant
2: a wasting away or progressive decline It was not a solitude of atrophy, of negation, but of perpetual flowering.— Willa Catheran atrophy of imagination.
MERRIAM WEBSTER
12 responses to “State of Dis Orient”
Excellent write. A pleasure to read.
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Ah Thank you so much! 🙂
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I felt so anxious through the entire reading. Must read it another day when there is no oppressive rain. Amazing words, action…
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Thank you. I think! yes, wait for a day with less rain xx
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Yes, sorry, the anxiety from your story is actually a compliment! xo
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Ha ha! oh good. Life is stressful enough as it is I don’t want to add to it! x
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Phew, you had me glued. Good read !
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Cheers Lynne. It was like a pressure cooker about to blow in my head. Writing is truly therapeutic for me – anyway xx
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Wow! Daisy this was amazing! It had such a frantic, panic stricken pace! I loved it!
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Thanks, Meg. That is how it felt writing it.
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Loved it!
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nothing justifies a violation
not too much skin
or seeing your panties
or your smile
or your flirt
slave
trafficking
prostituions
in every sense of the word
remain sober
to and about it then
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