I am
I am the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve.
Wonders if my life purpose is to laugh and tease.
I hear the hair raising scream
I see the barbed wire , a body electrocuted two feet away from my mortal skin
I want to avert my eyes – It never happened , pretend all is okay.
I am the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve.
I pretend to be helpless
I feel I repeatedly sin. Stuck in a mind that can’t learn from mistakes.
I worry the world is passing me by, time doesnt care if I can’t leave the past to drift off out of peripheral vision.
I cry because I am to blame for feeling insignificant.
I am the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve.
I understand my insight is a double edged sword
I say I have courage yet honestly I’m not sure how much.
I dream to travel away from the houses visited each slumber night. Subconscious give me solitide.
I try to be funny, charismatic and loyal.
I hope the people I hold dear to me won’t leave me
Though I suspect they will.
I am the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve.
Posted on May 26, 2021, in POETRY and tagged Creative Writing, Creativity, Emotions, poems, POETRY, Thoughts. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.
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