the Estranged one
Estranged from the one she loves. Cursed by her wretched, past associations.
Darkness, rough, clawing hands -grabbing flesh -their only Agenda: to satisfy their base emotions.
A hand constantly tugs at hers – out from the dark, away from these faceless haunters of hers, now theirs – a battle they now share.
This hand is different. It Brings her to the present – gallant and full of spirit. Thoughts don’t spiral now ,that his firm hands are exploring what he calls his divine pair .
Move right, move left, bite his neck , use your vulva walls to squeeze his penis.
Don’t overthink this. Allow your body to respond as natural as if you are indeed the mighty Goddess Venus.
‘Do you trust me ?’
Yes. I do.
She turns her back ,faces forwards, white shirt buttoned up to protect her neck, hands tied behind her back with a silk scarf –
not some silly boy scouts set.
Two well placed fingers on her neck ,apply pressure, stop her pulse -Distraction – she isn’t aroused but willing –
she just wants freedom and to forget.
Work for this moment.
Standing ,she entwines both legs around his torso.
Heart beat!
Pores sweat!
She grinds on his concealed cock, feral, non performing in style , an aura lights up around them
– look at how they glow.
She wants to feel this.
She wants to feel. Lose herself in the moment
– not wonder if she is doing it wrong.
Two speeding hearts.
Two scents of merged sweat.
Too much expectation -she feels the ghosts of past, hum a sinister
-well remembered song.
He unties her.
He has got a better plan.
‘I love you’ , says he. ‘Trust me.’
He tells her to lie on the bed and she does as he bids.
Fingers explore every part -deep inside her , the surface of her walls, her clitoris – he’s trying to find her G spot –
the Agenda is clearly not to breed a bunch of of kids.
She closes her eyes, tries to drift off. Don’t think -just feel- get past the urge to scream stop and run to empty an imaginary full bladder.’
‘Look at me,’ says he. Her eyes flicker open. She hears her breathe , her muscles relax, her legs no longer tense.
She looks into his eyes, tumbles in with a depth and an alluring candour.
There is a break through – no fire works but a result. A triumph of sorts. She didn’t lose herself to forget.
Stars turn out ,wink at her, applauding her ability to mentally let go, without feeling like she has hung herself –
missed one letter from the alphabet.
She pulls him close to her – whispers-
‘what is in this for you? I didn’t get a chance to fulfil your needs -cut you off – stopped you in your tracks . Call me Goddess Asphyxiate’
He kisses her and smiles.
‘I think we have moved forward . I get great pleasure in being the one , I feel I have earned my title to stand beside you as your King , all I asked was for your trust and for this reason I was able to conciliate.
Posted on Aug 2, 2016, in STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged Emotions, Love, STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION, Trust, Vocabulary, word of the day, Writing challenges. Bookmark the permalink. 40 Comments.
Nicely done ☺
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Hey, thanks 🙂 much appreciated ❤
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Very emotional lines. Well done! 🙂
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Hi Jason . Thank you. How was Vegas?
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I love this Daisy. I was visualizing it. Great story.
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Hey Tikeetha. Didn’t know what reaction I would get so thank you for your support 🙂
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It was awesome.
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It was awesome. Keep up the writing. I love reading posts that lead me on a different path.
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I will endeavor to do my best then 🙂 x
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You took me there. Brilliant writing.
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A good thing? thanks Bradley 🙂 have a great evening 🙂
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Good posts, beautiful blog
Congratulations.
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thank you so much. I will be doing my weekly look at blogs this week. Life has just been super busy – it always is. Give me a few days xxx
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welcome
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This is deep my beautiful Daisy. I can feel strong energy pulsing off the screen as I read every line. You have put a lot of intensity into this, and your writing is full of emotion and evocative and just plain brilliant, not vanilla brilliant-*insert favourite exotic ice cream flavour in here* haha. Brilliant xxxxxxx ps. I am sorry I have not been there for you lately, I’ve been in my hidey hole…but I will emerge soon. Keep being FABULOUS. 🙂 xxxxxxxx
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Thanks beautiful! Vanilla is my fave scent and ice cream flavour. Who have you been talking to ? 😉 ha ha! Yeah I had to moderate this comment too. WEIRDS or what? NO, don’t be silly. I feel like I haven’t been there as much as I want to. We have lives and that is how it is meant to be. No apologies. You just keep being my Armani Imani xxx
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I love vanilla too! In a candle, fucking lush man haha! Not so much in the bedroom though, more indigo berry delight in the boudoir!! haha 😉 Love you xxxxxx
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Ha ha ha . Mint! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💚💛💜💓💞💝💗
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Hi Daisy, I am so glad you joined beBee. I am following you on beBee under profile Franci Eugenia Hoffman
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Oh awesome. I will check you out. It may not be tonight but I will defo follow u. Thanks xx
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Please do and let me know. I can intro you to the group if that is okay. I think you will love beBee.
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Hi Eugenia. I have followed you back. So excited. Thank you – again -can’t wait to meet the group. 🙂 Time for me to get some sleep. Chat soon. Have a great day? evening? xx
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sounds sick and thick as i am i try not to judge but i m better off alone then with someone elses agenda. no thanks. i will agree then with st paul for them that can do wo. do so! serve something someone higher best i can then.
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Ha! I think you are right about rather being alone than with someone else’s agenda. 🙂
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i know i am. it s been too long and the song remains the same i am long gone john hence
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Time to change the record? 🙂
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why would anyone settle for compliant? i would think hey attraction reaction challenge me push me forward ty please ever so fuckin gmuch. lmao
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The title of the post was meant to be come off as sarcastic… lols
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ummmmmmm i am literal.
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That is okay. Not everyone will get what I write just because I get it. A work in progress 🙂
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That was gripping😊 fire.
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Ah. Thank you so much. 👿💐💐♨🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌞
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You are welcome😊💝
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I could use someone to conciliate me…lol
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Ha ha yes. I would love to be a part of that quest to help u xx😊😊😊
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Yes well…I wouldn’t even know where to begin, of course. lol
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I’m going for fairy godmother lessons – – lol… No, there must be a better way to help….. yes, beginnings are often the hardest obstacle to overcome and endings too. …
There is some one out there…… but they not going to come knocking on your door unless it is the postman. I had to get myself out there. It was a Fucking chore. Hard work but worth it. xxx Here to help in any way I can xxx
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Wow, that was so powerful. Gripped me from the start.
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Hey , thanks Miriam xxxx glad you approve x
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