State of Dis Orient
Ladies dressed up to watch the jockeys race, not on but against their steed.
A befitting bet, the only time you will see her bow down, wearing a fascinator – laid on the mud- sacerdotal, on her knees – lunacy fanned out in a stylish turn of the century plead.
Mixologists stir up a great spectacle – 50 per cent proof. This skulls hidden unconscious is about to set Ablaze
Four straws facing north, east , south, and west. It’s nearly 8 o clock and she is losing all sense of walking along cobbled streets – eyes misty -sultry in her glaze.
Somewhere, busy – night rolls her up in its fringed tapestry.
Abandoned, lost. Cries of her child – don’t let them take her.
Don’t let them know she is the true reason the station has become a living catastrophe.
How did she make it past the patrolled border?
An elevator –
dizzy,
disorientated,
confused – out of order.
A wack to the mouth causes bones to elementary fracture.
Spewing out pieces of ivory tooth and red rotten metallic pulp. She has become the victim of a mere capture.
No eyes, no mouth, no voice.
How can an invisible entity cause so much blood to make enough for a devil Mc flurry?
She stumbles about – finally free – absorbing kleenex tissues to stifle the colour of Florida’s orange rain.
Elbows, whistles, laughter – a short dwarfed jockey, begs, catches her eye – nods at her in mocking disdain.
Maybe just this once she could wish for a platform called nine and three quarters.
She knows the wizard told her to click her shoes thrice and think of home. How is that nothing resembles a place she knows holds the faces of her loving daughters?
Chiming spinning, no change, no credit card, no ticket.
Ringing, coming from her leathery bag – could it possibly hold the conscious of a good-hearted Jimney cricket?
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?
Where are you?
Familiarity breeds a set of stifled sighs.
Eyes veer to her left, a drunken, matted hair women scream to her brood “don’t let these people put you down. You are who you are – Never be ashamed and don’t fucken frown.”
” Let’s have it.”
I’m home!
I’m home!
I’m home!
I’m home!
Nothing seems familiar. She doesn’t recognize a face, a place, not even the sound of the underground.
Train tracks look as slumber full a place to have a reality dysphoric fit.
All of you attempting to copy her brand of me -too-ism.
Not even the darkest version of voodoo blended with rum can get you to her level of cuckoo-ism
Her child appears. Disappears in the arms of another blur.
A man who says he is her husband is here to take her home – in his arms – he attempts to gather her.
Not without my daughter. She knows what these child traffickers are doing.
Police form a ring around her – all flashing lights- yellows and blues.
What happened Miss – Miss?
She breaks down into a misfit of boo hoo-ing.
Assaulted by her mind and the evil hands of time.
Destroy the ones she loves – her gaping heart – her child won’t come near her, not even if the thought crossed over to bribe her child with a dime.
Rage, fury, vengeance and betrayal – a feud with her family- the ones who have stuck by her to the very end.
Divorce on grounds of stationary inebriation.
Rings are thrown to the ground. Frodo come get what is rightly yours and have your eternal salvation.
Clean sheets, a bottle warmer tinkers at her feet, a hug from the husband who she tried to chase away and defeat.
A portrait of a framed married couple- Cracked and jagged on the side of this man. Fragmented glass distorts a smile, rendering it obsolete.
So it is true she is the one encrypted with a learned evil, the one who holds the reigns of the one who goes by the name Deceipt?
She picks ups her lace parasol. It can only hide little and only reveal so much – she still has the fascinator and her original brand of receipt.
Posted on Aug 15, 2016, in POETRY, STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged Creativity, Emotions, Love, My poetry, MY WORLD, parenthood, Self medication, Vocabulary, word of the day, Writing challenges. Bookmark the permalink. 12 Comments.
Excellent write. A pleasure to read.
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Ah Thank you so much! 🙂
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I felt so anxious through the entire reading. Must read it another day when there is no oppressive rain. Amazing words, action…
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Thank you. I think! yes, wait for a day with less rain xx
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Yes, sorry, the anxiety from your story is actually a compliment! xo
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Ha ha! oh good. Life is stressful enough as it is I don’t want to add to it! x
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Phew, you had me glued. Good read !
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Cheers Lynne. It was like a pressure cooker about to blow in my head. Writing is truly therapeutic for me – anyway xx
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Wow! Daisy this was amazing! It had such a frantic, panic stricken pace! I loved it!
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Thanks, Meg. That is how it felt writing it.
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Loved it!
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nothing justifies a violation
not too much skin
or seeing your panties
or your smile
or your flirt
slave
trafficking
prostituions
in every sense of the word
remain sober
to and about it then
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