Heart blush

Words … my brain hasn’t the capacity to express what you have done to make me feel whole.

You love me blindly – kiss me fiercely. Tender hands – your love never dims or folds.

Oh, sorrow. so may sorrows I have bestowed upon thee.

and yet, you still sought to find me.

I never knew I would ever feel…

love

Grow.

It’s a backdraft of silver outlined in glow.

Words, fail to express – it all comes across as sans-esque

I look at the man you have become. I see you through the eyes of clarity.

Rose tinted glasses were never my thing. Maybe other boys looked better in blushed gallows – less grim.

I know you, I love you. I respect you. I suspect me. 

Is is because I gave you such a hard time? 

Or is there truly one soul mate for us in this endoscopic world in mime?

How can this feel so right yet so wrong?

Cognitive dissonance – never felt so omnipotent and strong.

I love you. I am in love with you. Thank you for never letting me go.

These words falter…

..my hands move to type in  slow.

Hesitant, all I want you to know is….

… I know. 

I know.

 I’m shouting stars of praise across the Pleiades milky way. 

You are the man who will give our daughters away.

You are the man who will help set our sons on the right path.

If they become half the man you are – then songs will rip out of my heart.

I didn’t expect any of this.

I pushed and I pulled and indeed I still impulsively resist.

Two stubborn pairs – what a conjuring affair.

If I lose you, my love – indeed I don’t think I will make it to despair.

Whatever happens,

wherever our paths go.

Know – without you being a part of my cosmic. Darling, I would not have had a capacity to show I can grow.

*For my husband, this is really hard to publish, my husband knows me well. I am complex, sarcastic, loving and bloody awkward. It’s about time I expose my feelings for him. It’s such a lame poem -I haven’t done this man justice, I’m cringing in my sappiness. I don’t express love well in words  *

About Daisy Willows

'Words are my everything' - Jon Wayne . A writer of poetry, stories, stage scripts, fiction, border line poetry & freestyle works, Music reviews, Guest Features/interview & shout outs. She is also passionate about raising anti-stigma & awareness for Mental Health. A trained co-facilitator in Wellness Recovery Action plan by Mary Ellen Copeland Natasha goes by many moniker names-Daisy Willows, bahtuhkid, GOAT2Bdazee. She has had a colourful life. Travelled. Natasha co-owns a second-hand clothing & accessories business -La Bella Bijoux Ltd Natasha was born in South Africa & is a French national. She currently resides in the UK Natasha Bodley holds a postgraduate in the Humanities. A BA in Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds & Advanced creative writing. She also holds a Foundation degree in Acting performance. She is currently working on her first novel (semi-autobiographical creative non-fiction). She has published one short story on Amazon called 'Number one' Connect with Natasha Collaborate with Natasha & feel free to Communicate her too. Light, Peace & Love!

Posted on 2017-01-19, in EXPERIMENTAL WRITING and tagged , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 14 Comments.

  1. summerSHINES

    I love this ❤😍 I don’t believe any apologies are necessary about publishing it and I don’t believe it’s lame at all! It’s different for you…but it is absolutely bloody lovely 😊 and I’m sure he appreciated it lots 😚😙 It made me think how grateful I am for my husband too ❤ Xxxx

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    • Gooey doesn’t suit me . 😂 . I am a sap. Always have been but writing about love and reading about it is so…….. not me. Ha ha ha 😉😉😉😚😚😚😚. I think he did .he went really quiet. Is that good ? 😂. Here is to our husbands may they always remained blessed to have unique ladies like us 😁😁😁😁😁😉😉😉😉😉😅

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  2. This is honest, sincere and beautiful.

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  3. Don’t feel shame, it is not lame, it is wonderful!
    And since he knows you so well, he really will appreciate this…he will !
    Big hug, wishing you a great weekend, XxX

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  4. It’s anything but lame! It’s stark, obtuse and beautiful X

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  5. the stars
    your kiss
    your smell
    he can tell
    you are a fine
    woman
    to love

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  6. The🙈😶😶😏 thanks Bradley. X

    Like

  7. I think it’s perfect

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