How Recovery feels for an Anorexic
Not an easy post.. but it is out of my head and on paper. The one thing I have to remind myself is it doesn’t matter if other people read this or not. It is the fact that I am articulating my pain and my issues in a way that releases some of the pressure..
Possibly one of the hardest posts to write down- ever. The one that I don’t want to put down into words for a fear of failure and nor giving my fight the justice I feel it deserves.. I need some form of a creative out let, so I am going to go all Dear diary, I think I’m going to re-invigorate our old diary by giving it a name.
Dear Sid,
From the years 2012 to just before summer this year in 2015. I thought I had recovered from Chronic Anorexia. How fucking arrogant is that? I started eating more types of food and letting myself indulge a small bit. I got into exercising to be healthy. It was great I lived with a set weight that varied by 1-2 kilograms
Roll on to the present day…
Seemingly from out of nowhere those Anorexic thoughts have managed to take on Greek…
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Posted on Sep 14, 2017, in Uncategorized and tagged GO THORUGH ALL OF THESE. Bookmark the permalink. 7 Comments.
I hope you’re ok?! Since you felt the need to re-blog this one….
Love you! XxX
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Patty! Oh, things are so hectic. I’m. looking for houses to move to and get my Masters degree completed/ sorted, make sure my little girl is happy. I’m shattered tbh but I’m a tough cookie. Hard work pays off or I will die triyng ha ha!
I’m sorry I have no time to blog until…. my life is a bit more settled. I miss you. And everyone Lots of love -How are you?
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Sweet N, focus on the most important stuff first; you precious girl, your own health, the move, the study and don’t forget your ‘rock’ (hubby) either. Blogging can wait!
I am here, whenever you need me and I am sure more of your lovely readers too.
Hang in there, you are a strong woman! Biggest hug ever, XxX
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Aw, patty. bless you Just the words I needed to read. ❤ ❤ BIIG loves to you xxx
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if you are an addict
you are a user
but not a loser
i stand on the corners
a lollypop
and i think
do i have comfort
nope if i do not rein in my emotions
they will
came
sliding
down
my leg
literally
so dear
tasher
all my love
and empathy!
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Ha! Love this John. Hope all is well 😀 . Don’t judge a book and all that jazz 😉
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whose judging. we are addicts. users of our particuliar addictions.
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