Phantasmagoria

These spoken words infect the brain ‘Till it rot and fester.   Dare deny thoughtless utterances Be it in mind maps or in clusters. Gathering speed from maimed parts Propel bodily functions into a catatonic state. Summon steel nerves climb barbed wired fences caught its rags. Wear with affray. Chaos  stilled by lighting a hermitsContinue reading “Phantasmagoria”

Thoughts about Social services & Justice

*First posted 2015 Content: How I got my daughter back-  and issues of control/being out of control This morning I woke up with a feeling of loss and  a heavy anchor weighing me down. I should have been buzzing. I was three hours away from meeting up with a girl who works with a mentalContinue reading “Thoughts about Social services & Justice”

Pushing up Daisy

“… It’s passed on! This parrot is no more! It has ceased to be! It’s expired and gone to meet it’s maker! This is a late parrot! It’s a stiff! Bereft of life, it rests in peace! If you hadn’t nailed it to the perch, it would be pushing up the daisies! It’s rung downContinue reading “Pushing up Daisy”

Life -unbitten by bitterness

Don’t let life, and how other people treat you to allow you to become bitter. Don’t expect people who keep the same company to be on the same level as you. Be a good person. Remain honest, full of heart and genuine. You do not owe anything to anyone who chooses to disrespect you orContinue reading “Life -unbitten by bitterness”

Words are my moonshine

When you  feel you’re hanging on the vine, Remember- a seed push forth a mighty sign. You must  take the sunbeams and treasure what’s thine Wild Kansas City is but one destination on the sign. Take hope, light and lose the animosity, for inside  you, there is no monstrosity Get caught speeding in high velocity.Continue reading “Words are my moonshine”

Pluck my feathers.Watch me fly.

Life is not a list to check off. Have goals . Have dreams. Don’t allow bitterness and the pursuit of wealth or  the desire to look like a touched up picture of a model detract from  the meaning and the true purpose of  your life. Easy to do. I do it too. Figure out yourContinue reading “Pluck my feathers.Watch me fly.”

Make believe.

Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is: “if/then.” Begin your post with the word “If.” For bonus points, end your post with a phrase containing the word “then.” Enjoy! If, we don’t try  things -Good and Bad How on earth will we know what we are made of? How will we be ableContinue reading “Make believe.”

Make believe

” Make believe when you  are glad when you are sorry. Sunshine will follow the rain” (lyrics to ‘Make Believe’ )- NORA BAYES Who knew I would find inspiration 8 pages into a fiction book I am reading? If all you want to do is cry and fall in a heap but you can’t. YouContinue reading “Make believe”

The ‘if you need a new perspective’ post

So, I ended 2015 in a state of stupefied drunk despair. Regretting every action I committed on New years eve. Just over one month has passed. I’ve kept far away from the alcohol. I had my dip with my Anorexia. February life has started to pick up where I left it in December.  Waving myContinue reading “The ‘if you need a new perspective’ post”