I feel like I’ve been neglecting this part of my writing life. If I’m 100% honest I have fallen a slave to the time shaker that is NaNoWriMo .
I’m 29120 words in. More than half way with my first draft for my novel. I hate being so competitive, because I end up feeling like I do now exhausted and guilty. I have neglected nearly everything and everyone in my mad quest to get a 50 000 thousand word story down. It is very far from being finished. Even when I get to 50 000 words, it may not be finished and it will need lots of re drafting. I’ve been having permanent head aches. I’ve turned into a demon bitch from hell. Snapping at all and everything. I don’t need think I need a haunted hotel to go insane! I do need a ghost writer. IF I EVER FINISH THIS NOVEL CAN SOMEONE WRITE AS SONG LIKE THIS BUT ADD COCKTAILS TO IT AND JAZZ IT UP A BIT
It would be so easy to give in now. Only 8 days to go!
Nope not giving up but I am taking a break from technology for tonight.
THIS IS MY POST.. Can you detect how exhausted of words I am?
I’m not going to say my piece is shit because it might not be and I have this crazy annoying mantra
” I succeed in everything I do”
Who picked that one? Aaaaargh.
P.S. no cocktails lately, especially not tonight as I don’t have the strength to bring a glass to my lips.