‘Try and not have any expectations. It will stop disappointment in its tracks. Good that comes as a result of what you do will be a beautiful surprise.’
Things are looking up – I am getting back to being my best. This song has helped me-
So, for those who know about the Mental Health Awareness workshop, I helped out with with Healthy Minds- Open Minds-Mental Health Education & Anti-Stigma Workshops on Wednesday. I got some incredible and ‘reach for the skies’ feedback. I pretty much aced it. People find me engaging and inspirational. Here is the link to the post I am talking about for those interested
so many good things to say to someone who has made epic mistakes in my life.
The best news of all?
The organisation who asked us to come in and deliver the workshop, want us to come back! We did it!
kind of am buzzing.
Another epic thing that is happening in my life is I have finally decided to take the leap and applied for my MA in Creative Writing.
I am just waiting for confirmation from one more organisation. Please pray to whichever God you believe in that all will go well for me.
send out (my way).
Saying my Mantra – multiple times a day. It hasn’t let me down yet.
It is the waiting factor that makes me anxious but I’m singing ‘Let it go’ on a loop. Well, this is the version that resonates. I do give a shit but I need to swagger it until confirmation comes through.
I have done everything in my power to make this happen and now I have to sit back and wait and see what happens. It is looking really positive.
This is what I probably look like at the moment
POSITIVELY HIGH AS A KITE BUT STILL TRYING TO KEEP MYSELF GROUNDED.
Usually, I wait about a week and a bit before I get out my gratitude list and have a look at all the new flowers in the Willows community.
The big SHOUT OUT time can’t wait. I figured to take my mind off my expectations, this would be a good time to be thankful for who and what I already have in place my life.
This moment is what should matter and so this is a moment I give over to you all –
FOR TAKING A CHANCE ON ME AND MY BLOG! ❤
A great start is to introduce you, Patty. She is a breeze of positivity and brightness
Kruidje-roer-me-niet * Mimosa Piduca Kronkels van een wezentje op deze aardbol * Brain threads of a little creature on this globe
“Live in the now, with the wisdom of the past, with one eye on the future. A future that we all can make happier, more loving, more positive.”
FADED ROUGE– Kanza is currently studying and will be completing a Fashion Industry Essentials course from Teen Vogue and Parsons School of Design. She is very much into Photography here is one of her snapshots. Like me, she has a thing for boxes. I love a bit of mystery and though I am an open book . There is a lot I keep for myself. Hiding thoughts and things in boxes has always been a thing for me.
PHOTOGRAPH BY KANZA @FADED ROUGE
ASHUGULATI – is another avid photographer and a fine wordsmith too. I love how she describes herself .
I am an introvert in person but extrovert at writing
FLOWERS&WILLOWS – this twenty year old lady likes to refer to herself in the third person. She writes beautifully on a variety of subjects from The Beauty of Age old tradition – WHAT ARE WE FORGETTING?
LIVING OUT LOUD- With my feet on the ground and head in the clouds… there is no way anyone can ignore such an epic titled and tag line Blog. Alana is on a happiness project. I think you need to check this out. We are all in the pursuit of happyness, right? Happiness Project -oh and she happens to also be working on her Transform your Life Project – I love a person with a plan and goals.
Petrichors by Sema Dare to be Irreplaceable – I’m not too sure how long this Blogger has been Blogging but I seem to be getting the vibe she is on the mission to keep happy. Always an inspiring place to want to end up or carry on being.
World Tourism Forum Travel Tips & Most Popular Tourist Attractions In The World – Tracy delivers everything we need to know about travelling. Again I am not too sure when she started Blogging but we all need Travel tips for those who love to Travel. I know I want to do more of it.
MOMENTD1POSE – This Blog gives you access to the Jean- Noel Kegal’s passion in Photography. His Blog also shows offf his Portfolio. If you want to follow the link to his Flicker account, here you go – . JEAN -NOEL KEGEL PHOTOGRAPHY ON FLICKER
Take a look at some of his work.
Not Just your average Beauty Blog- THE COZY CORNER – This Blog truly lives up to its name- Beauty ,Fashion and Art. A U.K. Blogger too. Which is really cool because I live in the U.K. and I can get hold of what she recommends
PRIYANKAKHAVALE94-Its about every you – Seemingly,new to Blogging but a great start with her first piece Introduction of a frameless personality
ideajunkyard where all the trash in my head pours out as poetry. Enjoy! – Raxtus specialises in Haiku Poetry- Something I have yet to try. I feel everyone is doing it. So if you feel you need a bit of inspiration – this may be your go to Haiku Poetry Blogger expert.
Here is a sample of one of his works entitled ‘Masked Rose’
‘your spring sakura face
inlaid with moonless eyes
betraying figmented love’
The Evolutionary Mind Live a Mindful Life, and Stay Motivated Along the Way– A Blog with a collective of authors all dedicated to ‘Making your life count’ . Follow them on Facebook too.
skk95 – Started Blogging in June. Keep going. 🙂 It is so worth it.
Wall of Wonders The design blog & portfolio of Sarang Khanna – This dude ,Sarang,is only studying chemical computer engineering. No big deal. 😉 Loves his riddles. And is an exceptional artist. Check out his work. I met him yesterday at jacquies party.
MIND AND LIFE MATTERS Your Life, Your Mind – It Matters! -Rashmi is one of life’s warrior queens. She has been through so much and she is doing so much with her life. Look out for her novel – here is a synopsis -One of here favourite quotes is mine too.
‘Since Change is the only thing that is constant, I will say that this blog’s output is ever changing!’
K. Phoenix Where the Essence of Love is Told –Pamela melts my heart. She talks about relationships. It is just a teeny tiny bit of an important part of how we live our lives 😀 -She is currently writing a book called Secrets Unveil – who doesn’t want to know a secret? I love mystery so secrets -good and bad bring out my inquisitive side. Do I really want to know everyone’s secrets ? Yes and No! Always Yes first and then um… I can kind of go:
“WHY DID YOU TELL ME WHAT I DRUGGED YOU INTO TELLING ME YOU BASTARD?!”
LAH LAH I’M NOT LISTENING TO THIS ANYMORE! CAN’T YOU KEEP A FUCKING SECRET!
SHERRIE MIRANDA1 -The Wonderful world of writing Thanks for taking another chance on my Blog. If there is another Sherrie Miranda 1 out there in the Blogo sphere which is entirely possible – ignore this . This is so fucking exciting! Sherrie is also another novelist who has her book on Amazon called Secrets and Lies -Check it out! .
YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING INSPIRING!
Date By Number Starting from zero, a data analyst learns to date Okay now this a type of Blog I have not come across yet. A 28 year old female called Sandra G., who is learning how to date. She is genuinely wanting to give solid advice and ‘no quick fixes’ . She has so much stuff on her Blog, one being a ‘comic’ category which I love. Definitely check out What your sleeping positions say about your relationship
I am happy to know that because me and the G sleep like this means all is well in the Willows . I thought it meant we had issues- sigh of relief 😉 Ha ha!
Get Lost that was all I saw when I clicked on the link and I was like ” okay….” but then a beautiful picture of mountains and lush greenery and roads with no cars on them made me go
“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah- Yes I would love to get lost” –
This appears to be a new Travel writing Blog so yeah check it out (especially if you are going to Thailand anytime soon) Love this dudes sense of humour. It translates well on paper/ screen.
YOU ALL MAKE MY HEART BLOOM
Please if you will -take the time to read this post or any Blog posts raising awareness about mental health. May is Mental Health Awareness month.
We all have Mental health – it can become good and Bad and does change -all the time.Illness does not discriminate when it comes to our Mental Health or our Physical health.
I don’t know about our soul.
I only can pray that it leaves our soul alone.
If for whatever reason it does affect our soul then we all have a duty to become a unified spirit to fight stigma and raise awareness for the souls troubled by the many maladies ready to lock jaw our loved ones.
It was Hectic day yesterday. I went to visit my Gran (as I usually do) and I found her sat in her chair screaming at something or someone. When I walked closer to her and checked around the bend to see who she was so angry and frightened at , there was nobody there!
I went up to her and went to say hello and comfort her. Her eyes shimmered. Possibly happy to see a human with her. I don’t know. I don’t think she recognised that I was her grandchild. She may have just been happy to see a familiar face?
I started talking and she saw my engagement ring. This is a ring that has been passed down from her now deceased mother. She gave it to my Mom. When me and G got engaged, Mom gave it to me. She was there when he proposed!
She started trying to get it off my finger and then he went to hit me.
I wasn’t afraid.
I was shocked.
My Ma reckons I took it too personally. I didn’t.
People say she is not who she was and her mind is not there but she is still here in her body and just because she presents herself as a person not here nor there.
I know she is living somewhere in the past or present at an almost hallucinogenic frequency.
No she can’t talk but she knows – on some level that ring was her mothers and she for whatever reason – did not like me wearing it or it conjured some memory of it.
I don’t know.
We play music – it sometimes help –
sometimes it doesn’t.
I sing this to her a lot. She loved this song and always laughed when I sang it to her. Here is the English translation
Chocolates and sweet things seem to be the only thing that make her happy.
Which is fine for me!
Her wonderful, named carer is on holiday for a few days and I found her not cared for or like she usually is.
I know she makes a mess of her clothes with food but yesterday she appeared to me to be filthy . Her eyes were full of green gunk.
She was tired,
She smelt obnoxious.
I never smell anything bad when I go and visit my Gran. Mom and I discussed it. She may have a urine infection and that may be why she smells and is more disorientated than usual.
5 weeks to go to the wedding. Ma is convinced my Gran will be there for the ceremony. I want this,of course , then, I also know that to keep her quiet, her carer, will be feeding her sweets.
I suppose they do that at the care home but it sounds so harsh – so selfish. Doesn’t it?
Ma wants her God to take her. I understand why but what about when she is gone?
We will never see her again. Never see even a faint glimpse of her smile
I will never see this face again -feel her hands.
I know I have my photographs and my videos. My mind was fucked up when I got home yesterday.
Another Daisy rant but it is mental health awareness month and it is Dementia awareness week from 16- 21 May 2016 in the U.K.
Check out what is going on and what you can do HERE
This is what is happening in my local community.
To coincide with Dementia Awareness Week verd de gris in conjunction with Calderdale Libraries will be screening their beautiful film ‘Soul Journey’ at venues across the borough all week, including Halifax Central, King Cross, Hebden Bridge and Todmorden Libraries.
The film explores some of the myths that build up around dementia and weaves together spoken word, moving images and an original score to capture some of the beauty and dignity of the people taking part – and to celebrate the extraordinary richness of the landscape that means so much to them.
If you want to take part in the creative sessions contact firstname.lastname@example.org for more information
I recently became part of a Face book support group-DEMENTIA AWARE U.K. and they are a great bunch of people. It helps to hear other peoples thoughts and what is going on for them and their loved ones.
If you use FB or other social media websites you can search in the FaceBook search bar for groups to join , wherever you are in the world.
Some lovely individual shared this poem with me.
THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS.
Monday has automatically become awesome when the word creativity is put before or after the M -word.
I’m really excited to go down to my local radio station- PHOENIX RADIO and learn a bit about recording pieces of audio. I touched on this in one of my modules at college – I had to write, produce and cast a radio play. I did an adaptation of one of the scenes from the movie ‘Natural Born Killers’.
The most fun I had was putting the SFX – sound effects in.
I also got to act in another colleagues radio play. It is a place I felt quite comfortable acting.
CREATIVE MINDS – a charity I’ve yet to do anything with yet will be hosting this workshop. It will also give volunteers like myself the opportunity to get to know more about the CREATIVE MINDS PROJECT.
I know that I thrive in creative environments so I have been looking forward to today.
I have a couple of ideas I want to thrash out and hopefully by the end of today I will have something as opposed to nothing.
Yeah, it can be scary getting yourself out there and of course I want to be a credit to whatever I get involved in.
So to all of you who are trying new things today. Be it a
new driving route
new holiday destination
The list is endless.
It’s okay to feel nervous and scared. I may not come across as a nervous and scared person but I too am just a human being, I feel the nerves too. I have my own way of dealing with nerves.
I’m going to learn or expand on my learning, give my time and possibly talk about future plans.
I’m trying not to expect too much. I think that is the key..
Being scared and anxious is normal. Meeting or working with new people can be daunting. It’s not a bad feeling to have.
In my experience when I have these feelings, especially when I am doing something different,I see these feelings as a positive . It reminds me that I care about what I am going to do and it tells me I am passionate about whatever it is I am going to do.
There is nothing wrong with wanting to be successful and to want to have the ability to learn new skills and be credited for them.
All these skills and things we do make a great base for what we set up for ourselves in the future. We may not know what is going to happen in the future.
That is cool too.
What is important is that you never stop developing your skills and you never stop working on yourself.
You never know what it may lead to and who it might help.
Sometimes just your presence can be seen as support for whatever it is you sign up for or do.
Give yourself credit for the space you rightfully take up in your world.
A lot of the times what you do has a huge impact on helping others who are doing something new too.
The best way I can explain this is
I’m going to this workshop today. I may or may not think I will be useless. I don’t know much about this project.
How long it has been running.
If it is a new idea or project that someone has put together to see if something creative and productive can come out of it.
Using myself as an example.
If I don’t put myself out there and engage I may never know what could happen.
I may be the only person who turns up.
I’m NOT saying this is the case in this situation but I want you to see how important you and your presence is in the world you live in.
Don’t be afraid of creativity.