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A special girl
I know a special girl whose heart is full of sunshine .
She dances her way around the world to deliver her own special punchline
She laughs so distinctly that people cannot help but become infected
It is a sight to behold when this observation is detected She is gracious and kind and is delicately inclined the phrase ‘she is an angel’ are the only words that come to mind .
Her name means beautiful-that of body, mind and soul and to have her touch so many lives confirms her title role.
She is my modern day princess -so noble and full of grace I love her with all my being and she is a person that I cannot replace
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my sweet child. You are the true gift I found it in your innocent eyes and that was the day my world truly began to shift.
Confessions of the bottles cries at high tide.
There are no cries for help. There a reason why we act and do and feel what do. TALK
Daisies grow wild as do I . Out of cat lives I’m on my 17 th life so far and I want stop the self shaming & self loathing. I couldn’t publish this properly the other day. I was the HDC UNIT for 7 nights In a coma for trying to end my life ( again) could of ended up dead . Instead I woke up 7 days later with temporary asthmatic induced psychosis from 11-18 may and from 19 May day spent 7days in day in ICU so far. Finally, I can say, Thank every one for their support.My mom & my husband and close mates are have been my rock.I guess end u can get knocked down by the proverbial Spanish bull unless shoot the poor bugger🌈🐝🐐🌻😀🌼🌼🌼🚸🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼♏🌼
He’s not dead yet .OLEA and upwards. Love & bigs kisses to all my fam mates far & near and those not on here 3♏🔝
Daisies grow wild i & so do I . Mental heal matters to Everyone. It’s a big issue cos we all have mental health and we have pyschical health
There are no cries for help. There a reason
why we act and do and feel what do. TALK
Ma petit fripon
via Ma petit fripon
Death rattle
Reminiscent of an uprising of crickets ready to battle
Stare at a puffed updiamond heart
Drumming inside an empty cage. Birds ripped apart.
Gargoyle stares ignored.
Folk bumble about unaware what is in store for us all- eventually.
The breathe of Hades-
Lingers then makes a dash for scant flesh and bones.
Meat is not this gods instrument. Lust causes call for more drones
Sponge, moisten parched parted lips
Raven signals the ire of its whips
The ones who don’t loose it in bedlam excite
Death.
Invites all loved ones to rally round
Stands by door. Stands back.Admires its ownpower.
A moment to savour for a while more.
Every door closed, each breath cloys
Begs for enough fare to cross the distance to embrace elysium air.
Today everyone shall know how close we are to parting from brown soil
Lamb,hatched chickens,babies born in Cumbersome air.
the cycle must complete before we can emerge reborn
Death is inevitable as necessary as life is to the Cumbaya
of springs first show of petal.
When you look at the beginning of this new dawn
Know that when you stand back in awe
It is because you have felt the chill of winters soul depart
Shed a tear for the snowman who brought our youth so much joy.
Appreciate death. Stare it in the face
The sun chants
count in rosary beads
tomorrow never dies.
Trying to type something while listening and watching my grandmother dying.
Rasp
Gasp
I support the assisted dying law. This is inhumane.
A selfish farce.
Happy mothers day
Wherever you go
Wherever you roam
I hope that it is a place as magnificent as earths revellers make it out to be
Ma petition fripon. J’taime xxxx
* What I wrote waiting and comforting my ma and my gran before she passed over.
That’s life!
“I know what it is like to seemingly have everything and feel I have nothing. I know what it feels like to seemingly have nothing and know I have everything”
DAISY
It’s official I’m 35 years old .

THAT WEED IS STILL BREATHING EVERYONE.
I could be down and think about all the negatives about my youth being pruned out of my very ‘ raison de etre ‘
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I could count my blessings and come up with 35 reasons today is a day worth celebrating.
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I woke up to my 5-year-old daughter singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.
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I have a husband that I know loves me and treats me like a Goddess not only on my birthdays but every day of the year.
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I have an amazing Mum -who loves me with all my heart and always wants me to be happy and succeed.
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My Nan is another of my greatest supporters. She shows me that I don’t have to grow old and be a conventional Granny. I can party and have fun living.
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My beautiful cat ,Tatiana- has started sleeping with us again. Finally forgiven me for having a human child (only took her 5 years to get used to the idea).
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I’ve met so many awesome people by starting my Blog in September 2015- it is a pleasure to know you and your stories.
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I’m more confident in myself.
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I am still learning- every day- life is always teaching me something.
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I know the value of family and true friends- my Gran is still alive.
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I know that we all have our problems and that we all make mistakes.
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I know that life is for living and moving forward.
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I know my faults but more importantly, I know my qualities and assets.
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I have music in my life and the ability to write -I am able to express myself.
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I know that I’m blessed to have a roof over my head.
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I am ambitious but not greedy – materialistic things can always be replaced -people can’t.
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I know that no matter how many times I have wanted to give up -I couldn’t- I am a fighter.
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I love with all my heart and I say what’s on my mind and I know I can be too blunt but I do come from a good place.
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I have been able to repair and renew relationships or at least try to.
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I am able to walk, use my arms, talk, sing ( not well) ,dance and be..
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I am still alive! (after everything I have experienced in my life and use it to inspire myself ,motivate myself and share my story of Hope).
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I feel. I cry ,I laugh, I get mad, I get horny ,I get happy , I get sad.
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I’m a good person, my heart is in the right place- most of the times. 😉
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I make other people laugh.
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I have am proud of my roots and heritage and I know where I come from.
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I want others around me to succeed.
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Each year that passes I become more grateful for who I have in my life.
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I’m only 35 and learned a hell of a lot – bumped my head loads of times but I have learned and willing to still learn.
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I’m healthy -ish.
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I stand my beliefs and I also get that not everyone has the same beliefs and values as me. As long as people don’t hurt me or others then I am happy to leave them to their way of thinking.
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Flowers make me happy -I have a beautiful bouquet next to me from my mom.
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I know I am in charge of my happiness
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I am not who I was 10 years ago, 5 years ago or even yesterday. I evolve and change.
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I have purpose and goals.
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I’m full of flaws just like you!
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I’m excited to see what I can achieve in the next 35 years.