My confessions on a secret

Shhhhh… Can you keep a secret? ‘If I told you I care, I still do. A person can only be told ‘to go away’ so many times before they must act on a person’s wishes. It is called respect. It doesn’t mean that person doesn’t care or has changed their mind. It does mean thatContinue reading “My confessions on a secret”

The living ain’t easy

It hasn’t taken away everything there is still me inside. Don’t forget I rise, fall, stumble, then I suppose because I’m here, I rise. See even grey lizards can be Newborn from cinders. My number is definitely not over Mother’s nature to beta block a seizure on Kronos’s clock. merely an earthling in my mortalContinue reading “The living ain’t easy”

Death rattle

* This a poem that I wrote whilst waiting and comforting my mom and my gran before she passed over in March 2018, from vascular Dementia and Alzheimers. I wrote it while waiting for her to let go of Life. It’s a Morbid (and possibly strange) thing to do when someone you love is dyingContinue reading “Death rattle”

Goofy Goat syndrome

Mouthwash gargle soprano interlude Still damned if I do or don’t by my inner feud. Can’t Darwiniate  like a bird fish off the fly Nor grow a pair and touch the sky.   Sunshine intervenes rubbing in a static state of mind. If I started to grow and extend a branch – could it be soContinue reading “Goofy Goat syndrome”

And Then there are the days

And then there are the days when the rain has stopped. sunshine will follow the rain. By all accounts I should feel the warmth. My smile aches. My heart breaks.  My cheeks are strewn not by rain this time but more tears. I feel a part of me dying I think of all the tearsContinue reading “And Then there are the days”

The harlot

Heathen! Thieving! Scheming! A woman who professes to be authentic yet all she does is make her self look pathetic.   The heart connects with what it wants. Mind comes in with that rational thought of ‘you can’t’. Deserve to be kicked to the gutter. She can’t even summon up the courage to talk aboutContinue reading “The harlot”

Un done

Let it go just go with the flow. My mind comprehends all that I   need to let it go. I change my physiological state to shock my brain into a newly formed hedgerow. What about the heart? My heart , specifically? We all make mistakes and some fail despicably. To assume, that one actuallyContinue reading “Un done”


, yesterday. I was too busy posting about my cat’ Tatiana. I am just a tad happy at the moment. Right, this minute she is sleeping under the quilt with me. Epic moment -which will make more sense if you read the post about my Tatiana. Feel free to read and of course not readContinue reading “HAPPINESS TIP: HOW TO LET GO-“