My confessions on a secret

Shhhhh… Can you keep a secret? ‘If I told you I care, I still do. A person can only be told ‘to go away’ so many times before they must act on a person’s wishes. It is called respect. It doesn’t mean that person doesn’t care or has changed their mind. It does mean thatContinue reading “My confessions on a secret”

Whale music

And when I believe that everything that I feel is real, I set myself up. Grasp the short straw to hear whale music oxygenised- Death becomes her Another attempt on her life Variety is indeed her spice. She marked it out as hers with a tank girl knife. Neathanderals and the world are conspiring againstContinue reading “Whale music”

Icke Dreams

Generation of memes and meh. No to negative – yes to positive, change the bulbs and glow iridescently, no fear in being one light -solo- informative. Skulking around caves in the fashion of  Scylla -drinking whirlwind pools of Charybdis Not her usual Pret a porter a  la mode – turn away from the crowd guffawingContinue reading “Icke Dreams”

Even the Odds

‘Record. Ready to engage. This is ED500, the time 6 a.m., 12/02/2025, location: bathroom. Two feedamile tablets (equating to the dosage of 1500 calories) taken. Weight: stable’  I close my eyes and open them, and when I look into my black bordered mirror, I see me but a younger, naïve me staring back. I inhaleContinue reading “Even the Odds”

Out on a whim

Do or die – live fast , party hard – be an honorific rebel. Spank me,  Shake me up,  Colour me bold!  Don’t wind me down – use a font that sounds like Bevel.    If I could jump in that diamond-encrusted box with you, would you promise that when the children come by we couldContinue reading “Out on a whim”

Ginger nuts parasite

This was the first piece of fictional writing I ever wrote. It was also graded and then I had to adapt it into a different genre.  ‘Miss Sainte!’ the travel consultant’s hands twitch like a bees feelers, ‘let me get your tickets for London.’ and she is off. I’ve always found it amusing how peopleContinue reading “Ginger nuts parasite”


Do you know how hard it is to successfully take your own life? I have been doing it all wrong. Like most people, I have down it on impulse. Not thinking through the logistics. If someone is going to take or think about taking their lives here is something to think about: Drug interactions- doContinue reading “Euthanasia”

Sa Roc –

I’d be letting myself down  if I didn’t post about my  Eating disorder or mental illness nor if I didn’t write about my body image issues. I shouldn’t be alive. I’ve been in & out of hospitals sectioned, medicated, threatened with E.C.T. therapy, my Dad didn’t want to care for me  & asked social servicesContinue reading “Sa Roc –”