My Consent.

My mind has been focused on simple acts.

I got lost in the tiniest of   fish bowls,

now I have got what I want, my mind is on detonate mode.

123  – it feels like I’ve sold almost all of my souls.

Bolivian marching powder?

No, not that kind of blow 

 I need a fix to settle these nerves.I have to take it and there are no more chances to ignore.

My very core.

Paddling with or without an  oar.

What do I know about writing?

I signed up for this,now it feels like I have sucked myself into my own suicide pact,  by leaking out the gas-

 it flows.

Riding on a high:I think I can fly.

I hit the floor -head first.

 Brain cells die.

The illusion is no more.


Fish have evolved and learned to  grow wings!

I’m a fallen angel, feathers  already in place.

I shouldn’t have a problem claiming my precious,  idolised rings.


It ain’t hard to fill out my own sin award credit tax.


Therefore, I are pilgrim -like innit mega -sir!

Noun ?


 fetch me my gown.

My mind is running on crazy adrenaline,

panic sets in and I am fucked if I can remember whose bed I am meant to be in.

Perspective just got  that bit closer

It punched me in the face-

Invisible fists just came at me like a ghost –


Can I do this?

I seem to always get what I want.

Except with emotional IQ situations – I kind of let that one slip into the abyss.

So, I continue to create my own destiny…

Fate is for people living in a book of dizzy ,fairy tale necessity.

I’m scared.

I feel the fear.

I’m not gonna lie.

All this sudden knowledge makes me want jump ship and  say,

‘fuck! Au revoir,  matie.   Here, you  have a go and steer.’

Fear is good.

It means I care.

Passion is good

It means I will probably fare.

So cool how I fooled my way into school.

This shit could still  just backfire-   now who’s the cool fool?



Past is a bit tense.

Future has been signed by my consent.

Got to the end – we all want a happy ending.


I made this shit up.

About Daisy Willows

'Words are my everything' - Jon Wayne . A writer of poetry, stories, stage scripts, fiction, border line poetry & freestyle works, Music reviews, Guest Features/interview & shout outs. She is also passionate about raising anti-stigma & awareness for Mental Health. A trained co-facilitator in Wellness Recovery Action plan by Mary Ellen Copeland Natasha goes by many moniker names-Daisy Willows, bahtuhkid, GOAT2Bdazee. She has had a colourful life. Travelled. Natasha co-owns a second-hand clothing & accessories business -La Bella Bijoux Ltd Natasha was born in South Africa & is a French national. She currently resides in the UK Natasha Bodley holds a postgraduate in the Humanities. A BA in Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds & Advanced creative writing. She also holds a Foundation degree in Acting performance. She is currently working on her first novel (semi-autobiographical creative non-fiction). She has published one short story on Amazon called 'Number one' Connect with Natasha Collaborate with Natasha & feel free to Communicate her too. Light, Peace & Love!

Posted on Jul 13, 2022, in STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 27 Comments.

  1. Like the colourful language


  2. Morning lovely friend,where am located its morning,do know about you! But wish you a very lovely day,I’ve just nominated you for the 3 day quote challenge,best of luck & enjoy. Luv & hugs.


  3. As always….my Love and Big Hugs!!!! ❤ ❤

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  4. I want to know book number one and the last book on your list! lol

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  5. I am so sorry, but your thoughts often make me laugh. Sometimes, your just airing shit out and I find myself laughing my butt off. You having a writing style that is so unique. It is a pleasure to read your posts. Have a great evening.

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  6. Seriously, I could hear an epic voice rapping inside my head as I read. You should work on your live poetry reading!! I loved the video of your poem for your little dancer girl.

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  7. I really like your writing here Daisy. It’s clever. Your mind is pretty nuts isn’t it!…and I mean that in the nice way 🙂 You are like a human writer equivalent of a garment of clothing that has been turned inside out. You allow us to see the seams and the threads and the back of the zips and all the bits you don’t usually see of that item of clothing that is you… (if you get what I mean!?) I like it-Daisy inside out 🙂 You are more than capable of the MA-personally I think you’ll sail through it, but even when you encounter blocks…try not to stress, they are learning experiences. Creativity of any kind is usually marred with self doubt and self criticism. Most actors hate watching themselves on screen, artists are embarrassed of their paintings in a gallery, and many writers hate what they write, and sometimes don’t know what to write at all, which is stressful. Exposure and insecurity is part of creativity, and you have creativity in bucketloads, so maybe these kind of insecurities are what come with the gift? I don’t know…just my take on it xxx

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    • Imani. You just are amazing. And have a way of comforting me. Your heart and observations mean so much to me. Erm. . Next time we are doing it we should have an outer body experience and connect 😂😂😂😁can’t believe what u said in you post comment. I laughed for about 5 minutes. I love you and your writing so much. I really mean that hun you have so much soul and are just fucking fantastic xxxx much is love xxx

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  8. Wow, I went into a bit of a trance reading that… I`m pretty sure there was some EMINEM beats playing in my head while I rapped your post. Way to go on starting your MA!

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