Down with procrastination
Up with productivity

#justsaynotoslumps
Keep pushing on.
Is there a social media ban app that won’t let me unblock until I say it can unblock me ? 樂樂樂樂

I’ve been on a manic induced high for a week . I’m crashing down .
I can’t hit the  dug out ditch
Comfortably numb
soiled and moist 

I have people who I want to be there- cemented in a consistent framework-  for.

A lot of new changes happening in my life  etc…
And the depression is real.
Nothing makes sense,
Discombobulated sums it up best.

The tears are pulling at the heart- spiritually & physically .

Them those tears that seem forced
if you try to visibly show your seismic shamic induced  seizure of the internal  crustal plates  of your entire cosmos .

The Internal  inadequacies
An inferno of anxieties .
Various maladies & malaises.
It all comes across as dramatics, fakeries…
Not worth the eyes snapping desparatly in driftly

A backdraft of procrastination confirms I can’t complete my goal ( just a thought)

And reinforcees the belief that I’m  damned as a  writer .
A fraudster..

I never want to pick a pocket or two
Just say no to the plague or schism ..

…
Just do it !
Get my heart  into gear and finish my task .


Sincerely,
The * literally *  illiterate  literate..

Tears of unsung fabrications
Turn into tears of gaye garment fruition.
I need  more vacations
Less over occupied vagabond vacants  at my omission.

Boundaries not bondage.

Mah… bah

Ever felt like this ….