Chair meeting (hung) over

Down with procrastination
Up with productivity

Keep pushing on.
Is there a social media ban app that won’t let me unblock until I say it can unblock me ? 樂樂樂樂

I’ve been on a manic induced high for a week . I’m crashing down .
I can’t hit the  dug out ditch
Comfortably numb
soiled and moist 

I have people who I want to be there- cemented in a consistent framework-  for.

A lot of new changes happening in my life  etc…
And the depression is real.
Nothing makes sense,
Discombobulated sums it up best.

The tears are pulling at the heart- spiritually & physically .

Them those tears that seem forced
if you try to visibly show your seismic shamic induced  seizure of the internal  crustal plates  of your entire cosmos .

The Internal  inadequacies
An inferno of anxieties .
Various maladies & malaises.
It all comes across as dramatics, fakeries…
Not worth the eyes snapping desparatly in driftly

A backdraft of procrastination confirms I can’t complete my goal ( just a thought)

And reinforcees the belief that I’m  damned as a  writer .
A fraudster..

I never want to pick a pocket or two
Just say no to the plague or schism ..

Just do it !
Get my heart  into gear and finish my task .

The * literally *  illiterate  literate..

Tears of unsung fabrications
Turn into tears of gaye garment fruition.
I need  more vacations
Less over occupied vagabond vacants  at my omission.

Boundaries not bondage.

Mah… bah

Ever felt like this ….

About Daisy Willows

'Words are my everything' - Jon Wayne . A writer of poetry, stories, stage scripts, fiction, border line poetry & freestyle works, Music reviews, Guest Features/interview & shout outs. She is also passionate about raising anti-stigma & awareness for Mental Health. A trained co-facilitator in Wellness Recovery Action plan by Mary Ellen Copeland Natasha goes by many moniker names-Daisy Willows, bahtuhkid, GOAT2Bdazee. She has had a colourful life. Travelled. Natasha co-owns a second-hand clothing & accessories business -La Bella Bijoux Ltd Natasha was born in South Africa & is a French national. She currently resides in the UK Natasha Bodley holds a postgraduate in the Humanities. A BA in Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds & Advanced creative writing. She also holds a Foundation degree in Acting performance. She is currently working on her first novel (semi-autobiographical creative non-fiction). She has published one short story on Amazon called 'Number one' Connect with Natasha Collaborate with Natasha & feel free to Communicate her too. Light, Peace & Love!

Posted on Jun 5, 2022, in THOUGHTS and tagged , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. goin north spent forth
    spew and mantra of holy mother
    there can be no other purity
    for many decades daughter
    join and be of an arab summer!

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