Everyday churn
I’m having a nervous breakdown
No tear gas needed to see my features frown.
Give up, let go.
It doesn’t matter.
Give in , give away the words
I write from my inner chatter.
Pride may come before a fall.
This writer is mad and frenetic enough to bawl.
Sleeping alone with a furry bengal.
Live and breathing, nightmares shedding one too many a ghoul.
I live in fear of letting myself fail.
It’s more innate stubbornness that leaves my face pale.
I’m sick of over achieving. I’m jaundiced from worry.
Projectile thoughts invade my space. illegal immigrants hide in my quarry.
Work so hard and see no results.
When I see the rainbows end -I may watch the blood seep from my wrists.
The mind won’t let me have a moment off.
Fatal escapism needed
a dose fit for a carcinoid cough.
Every moment – liquid drains my lungs.
Torture
when talcum powder is blown into organs.
Mop up creativities flow.
I can’t breathe in this dungeon.
Get out of my way ,don ‘t look at me – snarl and bite a portion out of your flesh.
Vegan turn rotten, core bound up with an unnerved bile uprise.
Human machine venting for my inability to refresh.
Hold up my dignity
keep me in stents;
make sure I don’t end up in a coffin embellished with the last person buried alive.
A scene far too surreal and intense.
I’m spent.
I’m howling.
I’m a lunatic.
I’m prowling.
Injured.
You scare me but dammed if I will roll over and play dead.
Like sand through the hour glass
blink once and the deadline is almost head over arse.
I’m scared of failure
I want to be the man to pull out exacaliber.
Merit and knighted.
how shallow glory is,
I’m far too short sighted.
Immobilized in a zombie fashion
Micheal Jackson thriller
Nearly forgot to yell ‘action’.
Take me to a planet fermenting in sushi.
I need a trip to find my very own mighty booshy.
Writing is my hoochie. 😁
Posted on May 3, 2021, in STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged Creativity, Emotions, Human rights, humanity, Life, Stream of consciousness. Bookmark the permalink. 17 Comments.
The ups and downs life, hey? 😊🤔😞
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Thanks Paul. Hope you are doing better 😊
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You’re welcome hun. I am but I’m not it’s been an unusual ywar
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I really enjoy your writing Daisy…So deep, and so real. Hope you are well. x
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Hey Lynne. Thank you for swinging by. It’s been so busy. I’ve been having problems with my laptop so it loads wordpress slowly on my laptop . I have a new one now and need to learn how to use it but it will be faster . I can only read blogs from my phone . It’s not the same. All is topsy-turvy 😁😁😁. About eight, then how are u? Xxx
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Reading blogs from a phone is a nightmare. I feel for you and the laptop problems you were having….my laptop is so old and so slow it’s crazy. I seriously need to get a new one! Glad you have a new one, and don’t worry in time you will be working on it like a bomb 🙂 Keep well. xxx
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Technology aaargh. 😣😣😣😂😂😂😜😜 . Yes, all shall be well again. Take care xx
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Thank you for my Daisy dose. I can always relate.
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Ha I see what you did there 😁😁😁😁😁
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I love that your daisy dose. Ha ha one is just enough x
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I love that your daisy dose. Ha ha one is just enough x
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Stay strong daisy
You know where to find me
As always sheldon
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Thanks Sheldon, same here. X
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I love your writing. I always connect to it. I always understand it. It resonates with me.
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Aw thank you. Hope all is well? Xx
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