It’s only fear, flower
Someone once told me, there is nothing to fear except fear itself. Well, obviously… I thought to myself.
Then I grew up & came up against many obstacles and challenges- Fear itself. I became afraid of it.
It led me to self-doubt, self-destructive behaviour, self-denial &
It led to this moment -many moments like this something left behind in the past.
The future has always something to fear.
E. very day to
R.eveal the undiscovered.
(and eventually, recover).
I just wrote that -easy peasy -now time to feel the fear or become a part of this monstrosity.
Fear is about discovery – take the good and the bad.
So, I think to myself,ride the wave till I see the right side of fear.
An unruly pet -temporarily subdued, happy to indulge me.
Until time nudges me to wake up, clean, feed, love & encourage it to grow to
Challenge it so it can challenge me.
A Symbiotic relationship.
On the other side is where I find what/who is worth it.
Another monster unleashed?
Or a character carved with an adornment perhaps another chip symbolising its resilience? its temerity?
Something I’m proud of ? or something I just accept is a part of me?