Mr Tut Tut
I thought I’d succeed this time .
I’d die reciting poetry under my favourite duvet ..
Perhaps listening to music.
Nearly ended up sectioned .
Making the most of a new day.
No serious damage except to my ego.
I’ve never felt so ashamed at failing to take my own life as this attempt.
Why ? Cos I’m still fucking here.
Apologising to people for not wanting to be here.
Time to keep going.
Moving to a new home is a priority..
This house is a poltergeist.
It feeds my need to keep bleeding.
I love my husband
My mommy & daughter.
3 good reasons to state that I’m
Posted on Jan 12, 2020, in power poets and tagged dark posts, Emotions, freestyle writing, In Yer Face poetry, MY WORLD, self expression, Stream of consciousness, suicide awareness, suicide poetry. Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.