Mr Tut Tut
I thought I’d succeed this time .
I’d die reciting poetry under my favourite duvet ..
Perhaps listening to music.
Nearly ended up sectioned .
Making the most of a new day.
No serious damage except to my ego.
I’ve never felt so ashamed at failing to take my own life as this attempt.
Why ? Cos I’m still fucking here.
Apologising to people for not wanting to be here.
Time to keep going.
Moving to a new home is a priority..
This house is a poltergeist.
It feeds my need to keep bleeding.
I love my husband
My mommy & daughter.
3 good reasons to state that I’m
Posted on 2020-01-12, in Poetry updates and tagged dark posts, Emotions, freestyle writing, In Yer Face poetry, self expression, Stream of consciousness, suicide awareness, suicide poetry, THIS IS LIFE. Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.