Mrs Go Luck (nee) Gappy

( photo credit)

Francesca Woodman – White Socks, Providence, Rhode Island, 1976.

( … from the book Francesca Woodman, edited by Corey Keller, San Francisco Museum of Modern Art, 2011.)


Never give up!

Nina sang it well: it’s a new dawn, a new day….

When you look at yourself straight on in the mirror – chant his name three times.

The Grim Reaper is more likely to pay a visit and say ‘wassup?

Thinking about all those folk who want to live. Don’t have a cat’s chance or a lucky clover to pray over.

Last night, life became mission impossible. If you read it – I’m free flowing this to say, don’t give up.

Don’t give in.

When it feels like you are at the end of Hangman’s noose, about to kick the bucket from under your feet;

that is the moment where we have the opportunity to reveal our true soul’s pathos.

Don’t you think the cloaked hooded figure has a lot of soul collecting to get on with?

I’m not saying that what we feel at the time we feel it is an illusion.

What I pointing out is that change is the only constant – and  that can lead to desperate ,devastating confusion.

Inside me – I’m still trembling, worrying , wondering. What am I going to do? Can I do this?

Questions and questions and questions blowing out fog enough to make any mind spin.

Stop. Hammer time.

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No , that is not what I meant to write.   😀

Warped sense of humour.

Effective enough to keep all the rattling bones and bolts inside me, cast a  glow over my demeanour.


Look around you. Every time you see a flower bloom -despite its brethren humming out sad tunes.


That is Life continuing in spite of all the strife.

Hope .

One seed of Hope. Get through this second,hour, evening.

Take the seed, germinate it, nurture it, feed it, love it , talk  to it.

Take the time – make it thine.

watch it grow into a mighty oak – proud and on display.

it seems impossible to define.

Plant it. Don’t throw it away.

Keep a hold of it. It may just be the one thing that  carries you over the struggle D-day line.

On the surface – flowers. trees, icebergs – all look fantastical – magical even.

Look below the surface. There is a formula – you can build on that too – no magic. no miracles.

Approach thyself with an examining eye.

Make it  your number one priority to get to know what makes you  tick.

If you stop ticking- make it your priority to know where to go to get a battery replacement or get your heart resuscitated.

Know what makes you well, try things that seem alien, reach out of that comfort zone.

Scream ,yell, type, don’t bottle it  up – we have the technology – make a call -pick the phone up.

We have a voice – use it. Listen!

sweet melodic freedom – I am the only one with the key to unlock and escape from my own prison.


Never give up.

No matter how difficult and complicated it gets – remember  that there is more to this space than a  one-dimensional prism.

 I know it’s scary – to feel caught up in a schism.

Pieces of the mind caving in -thoughts toppling over, it’s like being a Chilean miner being held hostage underground.

Two months of no light . A sorrowful plight.

It’s dark but you are still breathing. You may be the only one but time is not about to start giving in.

Chin up. Keep looking for a strategy.

An exit route. Use that sombre time to recollect . Hell, get all dramaturgy.

We come into this world kicking, screaming, wondering, possibly even believing. We mustn’t give up unless time says  ‘okay enough’.

So, I say go the way you came in . If it is not  our time – then fight with every muscle. All the nerve you can summon up.

Truth  or  dare?

I  have truth spilling out of my aura like pennies falling into the slot machine, the one in  working  order.

Dare to have.  slip on your shades if you have to – things might just get a little brighter.

You may levitate – feel lithe and even  a little lighter.

Don’t be afraid to succeed and be happy

You don’t need to go to the dentist to get your two front teeth divided so you can look like Mrs Go  Lucky Gappy.

*Inspired by my WRAP plan and my recent WRAP facilitator  training* 



About Daisy Willows

'Words are my everything' - Jon Wayne . A writer of poetry, stories, stage scripts, fiction, border line poetry & freestyle works, Music reviews, Guest Features/interview & shout outs. She is also passionate about raising anti-stigma & awareness for Mental Health. A trained co-facilitator in Wellness Recovery Action plan by Mary Ellen Copeland Natasha goes by many moniker names-Daisy Willows, bahtuhkid, GOAT2Bdazee. She has had a colourful life. Travelled. Natasha co-owns a second-hand clothing & accessories business -La Bella Bijoux Ltd Natasha was born in South Africa & is a French national. She currently resides in the UK Natasha Bodley holds a postgraduate in the Humanities. A BA in Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds & Advanced creative writing. She also holds a Foundation degree in Acting performance. She is currently working on her first novel (semi-autobiographical creative non-fiction). She has published one short story on Amazon called 'Number one' Connect with Natasha Collaborate with Natasha & feel free to Communicate her too. Light, Peace & Love!

Posted on Mar 9, 2019, in STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 32 Comments.

  1. Hey! Congratulations…I have nominated you for ‘One lovely blog award’ & ‘Sunshine blogger award’. Kindly visit the following link for more information @ . Thank you 🙂

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  2. Sweet Daisy I feel like I haven’t spoken to you a while. My fault I have been caught up in my own world. I like the hammer time. Great post hugs and kisses

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    • Oh, don’t go apologising. Life is super busy at the mo. If I don’t read as many of your posts – it’s nothing personal. I just have quite a lot going on -well starting in my non-online life from October. Life changing stuff. I hope to read and post obviously as much as I can but ultimately real life comes first – meh! Take care . Will catch up with you soon. xoxoxxoxoxoxooxoxox Mwah

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  3. This made me smile: “One seed of Hope. Get through this second,hour, evening. Take the seed, germinate it, nurture it, feed it, love it , talk to it.”

    I need to remember that when it seems that I can’t win for losing.

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  4. Daisy I think I’ve said this to you before.
    You have a unique talent and writing abilities, especially poetry writing.
    This whole poem itself is my favorite.
    The way you structured and formatted the poem is stunning and brilliant.

    I can sense the emotions, anger, and heart that went into writing this poem.
    I love this daisy, your mind always evolves and you always continue to push the boundaries. You have my respects and you are such a great & wonderful human being. 🙂

    Two Thumbs way up! 🙂

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    • I never know how to reply to your comments. I read your poems and I think ‘fuck’ this guy is a genius. Totally different styles. Did you take your last poem off. I tried responding to a comment – can’t remember the title of it now- and it just said (it did speak to me 😉 ) -OOPS, SORRY WE CAN’T FIND THAT PAGE. Don’t know if it is a WP glitch you may need to look into or you decided to do something else with it. Just thought I would let you know
      Two thumbs – wow! Keep up these comments and I may just carry on doing my thang. Ha ha!

      Thank you . It means a lot to me. It really does.
      Respect straight back at ya!

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  5. That did make me smile! X

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    • Hey, busy friend! I listened to one of your audio poems. Your accent rocks. The poem was awesome too. Love the cover. I couldn’t find a place to like or leave a comment. I will have to have another look when I’ve got some blogging time. I’m so excited for you! You work so hard. I think you are awesome!


  6. Love the Francesca—obviously. She has the stuff of which legends are made. The image goes well with your excellent post

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  7. Hope. Got it! Francesca Woodman twice in two days when I’d never heard of her before. Thanks to you and Cake!

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  8. This is very inspiring Daisy. Nice write up😘

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    • WOW! this is a massive surprise. Lovely to meet you, I love kitties. Have a great day. I am kind of assuming ‘stunned’ is a good thing? lol. I hope! 😀


    • I did! Oops,the flattery was not directed at not my own post ! DOH! I could delete your comment but I won’t . I totally misinterpreted it. Great post and thank you for sharing it with me. Have you thought about re blogging this on your own Blog -to give other people a choice of if they want to read this post? Just a thought . Thanks for sharing. Take care! 🙂


  9. Haha hammer time, I was almost in tears 👍


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