Why are you watching this?
The ugly truth about why i haven’t been able to write.
Things became too much for me. All of it and life, I took a huge overdose and I ended up waking upon a hospital.I became hopeless.
I feel so estranged from life. I am closer to my daughter more than I ever thought possible. Here is me looking glamorous and 1 step away from a hospital bed.
self medicating turned me into going into drug/ medication induced psychosis.
Writing is getting easier. I know that I will not quit my final year of my masters. I am rebuilding our lives and I’m relieved that I threw my ex husband/partner out the house. I don’t care how hard things get- once I lose respect for a person or they don’t walk the talk -my patience runs thin.
I’m focusing on getting back to blogging, my Masters. Writing and getting these feature music artist posts in publish mode.
My daughter was with my Ma when I took the overdose and so in honor of Paul all those who suffer in silence or are misunderstood to remember that we are all awesome. Some more than others…….
There are more videos i took. I think I thought if something good can come out of watching blood pour out my nose and looking and acting not like my usual self.
I’m still adjusting to the fact i’m alive. I’m happy to be with my daughter. Yes, call me what you want.
I’m merely human – no unicorns to be found here. I’m just doing what I need to to get by.
These are my words 😉
Posted on 2018-04-24, in Uncategorized and tagged communication, Eating Disorders, Emotions, Fears, friendship, GO THORUGH ALL OF THESE, Mental health Anti Stigma, MUSIC BLOG, self expression, Self medication. Bookmark the permalink. 9 Comments.