Life nonsense intolerance

*Complete nonsense trigger warning*  ( inspired by my out of tune singing of Smash mouths-‘all Star’)

Hey, now you’re an office fuckstar!

 Bloody frustrated

Orgasms in the office stopped mid-flow,

 then the printer  got jammed,

And made life so

slow.

Everybody

Wants a piece of fame.

 It’s dismal.

It’s shallow.

 still, these waters run deep.

swim off to get away from the look at me’ protestors with their self-drawn, scrawled  picket’.

 frustration

Paper overload.

Jam need more than cursing semen.

I’ve got energy  I need to burn up.

Let me feast like queen-on sushi and haute cuisine.

It’s not like I have nothing to do.

I have a to-do list,

Daisy in the Willows believe it or not.

I’m not getting my usual kicks from turning blue.

I’m talking nonsense cos I’m frustrated.

People are fickle.

So, here I  am

typing — wisely refusing to do any ass wiping-

  I’m worth more than a nickel.

Money is a means to an end

Credit – I’m borrowing on limited time only.

Interest served for  these corporations

Who turn my life into a hang man’s noose.

 Game over.

cul de sac

loopy dead end.

Natural-

no makeup-

Everybody wants  a fake bake .

I failed the pencil test rule

I need to buy new lingerie for own my blushing breasts sake.

sexual and passionate-

extremist –

not a fan of

Being  Laid In.

Nonsense.

Not procrastinating.

look at me

I’m transparent-

Casper the ghost has nothing on this glowing skin.

Free verse

I don’t fit in.—

 there’s no scene

Unless I acknowledge it.

Let me be ignorant.

Insight is turning me into some evil mutant

Elementary.

I’m a music whore — to my very core.

Hell has nothing on me-

Sending tickets to remind them I am the serpent from mythic folklore.

Nudity.

Cover up

 Bare skin

 Shut your taboos up .

I have nothing to hide….

-except for a few stretch marks and an imagined belly that resembles  raw pork in a butchers  shop

Shave my head

Take my dignity

Fuck that.

I’m feeling rather ranty.

So much to do.

Typing shit – I’m probably due my meds cos now I’m on Electric Avenue.

Write to recover from mental imbalances.

I’m feeling better-

my memory’s erased from  CBT shock therapy.

Thanks doc , I brought extra-large diapers,

and now I’m better walking round like baby Huey-

quwackers,

with a

 toddler mentality of a pig.

SOS

Before I get diced into a stew with other mashed up veggies.

*Apologies for this post* 

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About Daisy Willows

'Words are my everything' - Jon Wayne . A writer of poetry, stories, stage scripts, fiction, border line poetry & freestyle works, Music reviews, Guest Features/interview & shout outs. She is also passionate about raising anti-stigma & awareness for Mental Health. A trained co-facilitator in Wellness Recovery Action plan by Mary Ellen Copeland Natasha goes by many moniker names-Daisy Willows, bahtuhkid, GOAT2Bdazee. She has had a colourful life. Travelled. Natasha co-owns a second-hand clothing & accessories business -La Bella Bijoux Ltd Natasha was born in South Africa & is a French national. She currently resides in the UK Natasha Bodley holds a postgraduate in the Humanities. A BA in Myth in the Greek and Roman worlds & Advanced creative writing. She also holds a Foundation degree in Acting performance. She is currently working on her first novel (semi-autobiographical creative non-fiction). She has published one short story on Amazon called 'Number one' Connect with Natasha Collaborate with Natasha & feel free to Communicate her too. Light, Peace & Love!

Posted on Sep 14, 2017, in POETRY, STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 15 Comments.

  1. Now I am curious about your to-do-list, lol
    Sending big hugs! XxX

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    • If only my Christmas present list could ber as long as my to do list! ha ha! Moving house / looking for a new house, chainging schools for my daughter, Starting and finishing my final year with my Masters degree, making sure my daughter is well, keeping myself well, looking after the house, writing deadlines, finance juggling, STAYING AWAY from negstive people 😉 -it goes on and on .. All normal life stuff. My brain feels like it will implode most days. All will be well – How are you?

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  2. You are a stone cold Killa! Never change D💚💚💚

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  3. Never apologize for how you feel. It gets better. Keep writing, keep reading, and growing.

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  4. Awesome ! 🙂 Hope are well xxx

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  5. Great fun reading. 😉 hugs. ❤️

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