Only one
Honesty is courage
pride myself on not hiding behind kabuki masks
yet, I’m still hiding in the dark seeking out my whereabouts.
A familiar name being called from a place I know I felt zen.
I can’t manage to summon the courage to get in with the rest of them.
Success should be kite high skittle eventful,
not something that drains your blood, depletes energy,
life? I’ve become resentful.
If Honesty is courage
then I should be a maned lion.
Here I get to sit and watch the world roll on by
prefer to roll down the blinds. Shade the light from my remaining eye.
Shut out the sunshine.
how dare those bright beams try to tempt me.
Keeping up appearances,
easily done as long as you don’t have to face people in reality.
Has my reality become so virtual?
Is Second life all I’ve got?
Would I even register if I have ever logged on?
I haven’t felt the grass on my bare feet for so long.
I forget every hour that goes past I can’t go back and hold on.
Fooling who ? nobody only myself.
A pick me up just so I can wash my hair and maybe pretend to care.
Where did I lose my carefree air?
I eat more than 7 fresh fruit and veg a day.
It’s complicated.
uPPERS
Downers
I can’t control the outcome.
sit in the darkness listening to melodies that once soothed the soul I carved out of pure love
Hugging onto a unicorn- hoping for a fantasy to employ a mimetism of what I once sung.
clear skin , bright eyes and oh so much wit.
What is done is done.
We tell the world to learn from histories lessons
Yet
we struggle to learn from our own
A paradigm of obstinate sin.
No words can express how lost I am within
Death
embrace me on a whim.
Posted on Mar 15, 2017, in STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTION and tagged Creative Writing, Creativity, Emotions, humanity, Life, Love, Nature, Stream of consciousness. Bookmark the permalink. 33 Comments.
Everything in this poem is so honest and straight from the heart.
This line got me: Fooling who ? nobody only myself.
Ignorance is bliss…I feel this way a lots of times. Love this incredible work. π
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Thanks πππcharlie
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You welcome Daisy. π You are my inspiration and always will be. π
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Hang in there, spring IS coming, hahaha
This line got to me: Fooling who ? nobody only myself.
Recognizable π
XxX
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Ha ha! Just need to climb the wall and winter will be over. Glad I’m not alone… Ignorance is truly bliss. I want to be ignorant wah! π x have a great weekend, Patty β€
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Me too, me too!
XxX
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Almost much food for thought in your writing….so many layered. Hugs! β€
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You got me π put a bit more thought into this one β€ have a great weekend π
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Very subtle….. π Hugs!
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There are layers of gold running through this piece. Beautiful and bare and raw. Xx β€β€
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πππππππ hugs my friend
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Writing-wise, once again you provide something to aspire to. π
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Oh no, I just write whatever I read yours and everyone else’s poetry ,reflections,musings etc and think people are just being kind . Lol… your words mean everything to me. It is wonderful things going to be acknowledgedo in this world we live in . ππ
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Aww, well you are very welcome… haha you just carry on writing good stuff — and I’ll carry on enjoying it. π π
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oh.. erm.. um……………….. okay – you twisted my arm π ha ha
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Great
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Hi Navvirk. Thanks so much for reading and commenting πππ
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πππ aaw . I think lol
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You never cease to amaze me, Daisy. Good stuff!
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blushing loads-Eugenia- you do come out with some gems too π
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we find
you will find
if you hide your little light
due to some or any fright
then we all lose
cos you chose or choose
to not serve
we did not ask
nor have any control
over our birth
so whom we were is Him
and who we become is we
you and i
so do not decry
the pleasure i take
by being here in your space
my love!
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Beautiful words. Thank you ,means a lot .
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yw from somewhere in square circle!
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I think we’re all virtualed out…Love the way you expressed it, though! xo
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Ha ha! true xxx
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“Iβm still hiding in the dark seeking out my whereabouts.”, love this Daisy. And i completely get what you’re giving π
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Glad I’m not completely on my own. Want to share a candle?
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any time with you my friend π
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