I love this post  by of life she writes . You have to read her post!  I think this is an excellent way to explore the dark side of me. We all have one. I decided I would have a go at testing out my notions of the seven deadly sins.

Very awesome post.

PLEASE NOTE THIS POST WAS INSPIRED AND IT’S AUTHOR ON THE SUBJECT IS OF LIFE SHE WRITES

LUST: I’m only human and I have made mistakes. I have cheated  in my life and I have desired and fantasied

SEX:  I need to be more open about my wants and need. I agree with of life she writes -7 deadly sins when she says sex is not a sin. It is two or more people exploring mind and obviously body. It is erotic, tantalising and good for the soul.

GLUTTONY: my biggest devil is cocktails and drugs. I don’t do drugs any more.  I hardly drink but when I do I  hoover it on max. I love food and I have definitely binged a lot, but I have this weird eating disorder that has a will -almost a mind separate to mine and reigns my appetite. It is a kind of gluttony of my soul and thoughts and feelings.

GREED: Yeah I remember going out with this older guy and he was so into me. He bought me anything I wanted. I never slept with him. He had serious addiction issues. He cashed in his pension to fund my champagne, designer clothes and travelling lifestyle. I’m not proud of it but I had a good time. That is probably the worst bit about Greed being a sin – I don’t feel remorse.  Fuck I am only human and a brutally honest one at that.

SLOTH: I liken this to depression. The depressive side of my personality. No getting out of bed, can’t be bothered to answer the phone over eat or get dressed. I know this may sound absurd but I think I would make a great heroin addict. Just zone out all day. Slothing about.

ANGER: again I agree with the author of the original  post. Anger is a normal way of releasing tension. The sin bit of action is when we say horrible things to each other. I’ve had a recent experience of this. I was hurt. retaliated with all the venomous anger I could muster and it turned on me with just as much venom… I felt like shit and degraded.

ENVY: Hate this emotion. It can pull at me. It feels like someone prodding a needle into an open wound. Why can’t I be like that? look like that? have that kind of talent? But I agree with the author of the original post it can be useful as a kind of muse. It can inspire us to reach for our goals.

PRIDE: I am proud when it comes to my finances so yup that can be deadly.  I am always making out like I have loads of money and treat people and shit. I hate asking for help. I get so proud of my achievements. I think that pride becomes deadly when you are so proud and you expect others to as proud of you as you are of yourself.