love this blog- always an inspiring read.
If It’s the only thing that doesn’t hurt.
If It’s really the only thing that saves you from yourself – and everything else for that matter.
Then why do I still feel like I’m drowning?
I want to save myself too.
I want to find the cure for this disease that I developed and I don’t know how
I don’t know how to find it, where to search
Hell, I don’t even know where to start.
What do I even say?
It’s almost like I’ve lost every single idea or thought that could possibly help me.
It kind of sucks.
But I have given up on the idea of being saved.
I’ve given up on the thought that someone’s going to come into my life one day and prick me with the syringe full of the cure for this disease
And I’ve come to terms that I will most likely…
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